Last demo

Tomorrow... is going to be the last demo for United Taekwondo Center...given the imminent move to overseas next year.... well...i do hope we can do as well as the Chung Hua demo... if not better ^^ I am really enjoying taekwondo at the moment... It just gives me a lot of memories...some which are sweet...while most are disappointing one...but nevertheless, i learned a great deal from all that experiences.... Exam is just next week, zzz i am still rushing my syllabus... not looking good isn't it haha... Haiz... anyway.... i have to sleep early...tomorrow need to wake up quite early....before 7 weh...haiz not sure whether or not i can still wake up haha....see la...set 2 alarm clock should be ok haha see ya!!!














This is my new United Taekwondo T-shirt... Nice wehhh...haha I looked pro just by wearing it haha.... That picture in front is me!!! kicking for the stars wahahaha.... instead of reaching for the stars....hehe...I really love this shirt now ^^

Starved

As you all knew, our 'United' taekwondo team performed yesterday at Hokkien Association Building...Well, the school promised us that we would have a buffer dinner. BUFFET? Well, not to be critical, but i thought it would be something like an economy rice packets...erm....I am sure you all should get what i mean...However in the end...it wasn't the case, BUT!!!! It was actually more like free canteen. They served nasi lemak, and other stuff... At least that was what i managed to imagine...given the fact that when we arrived, they had actually kept all the things...besides nasi lemak ( which only like left few packets only ) Zzzz... Then they treated us like over-time workers.... We were given 3 tables in the hall and i really thought that we can had some food and enjoyed...well they did said they need little help to carry some stuff... In the end, before the first dish arrived, they called 10 guys away at 8 (including me of course, if not i would not make a post of this!!!) And they released us at 9.30 when we were already should be changing our uniform and get prepared...Zzzz so, basically 10 macho guys had to perform with an empty stomach....Cheh....it ain't fair, my brother with 2 layer of fat before the performance started can filled until it was actually flatten ( no layer of fat ) Just imagine!!!Ei not that he diet and did not eat, he ate until so full that his layer of fat GONE!!!! Haiz.....My lovely dinner...

<<< This is a picture of me and my sister after the performance....And with just a longan dessert left for us....T.T....how lovely can our dinner be...

We are the Highlights!!!! ^^

You all might say i am being a bit arrogant....But seriously i do think that we were the highlight for yesterday night. Most people were saying the night was quite a boring one...but we lived up the atmosphere a bit.... haha, the speaker said it was a brilliant performance...all-rounded haha great job everyone!!! Anyway, for the senior batch...There is still Rasnah school performance on this coming Saturday...Lets continue our fantastic performance and have some funs ^^

Mystery present....hehe

I thought that i could had some fun in fun fair...after deciding not to get my new set of formal clothes...well i promised Kit Yee that i will let her choose for me a brand new set of formal wear, and since i was permitted to only get one...i save that for her la! ^^ However...just when i was about to follow my dad and brothers to had excitement....something flashed across my mind...I stopped...and quickly turned and followed my mum and sister. I need to get her a birthday present...It is only 2 weeks away, and since it is during the exam week, i could hardly have any time to go look for one that time...After some long shopping....irritatingly asking comments from sister (so it seemed from her expression)....I even made her a model for shirts...skirts...jewellery...well all that would need a model...haha!!! In the end, i can't removed my eyes of one thing....and my sister looked at it...and said..'It is damn nice...even the price looked "nice" too!' haha...It was slightly less than 100...and just for some comparison....it would well smashed my previous present price record like almost 3 times...haha!!! Still though, my mum did not really asked much about the price....she was more concern whether or not that thing suit her... After some long discussion, mum took the thing and paid for it at the counter....Yeah!!!! I got the present i wanted for her d!!! Thank You Mum!!!! I really can't believe she actually bought it....normally when i want to buy something for friend, she was like why so expensive? No way, look for cheaper one...and now imagine i wanted one thing that was like 3x the last record price....Unbelievable.... It just ran me crazy and i was just ecstatic.... I not sure or not whether she already has one of this.... but one tip of what is the present...It will definitely enhances her beauty in the prom night....Yea!!!!!

Pictures taken in last day of class

Miss Isabel... My chemistry lecturer... gorgeous and sexy....even for a pregnant lady
Our dress match pretty well isn't it? Fabulous Math teacher...helped all of the G1s a lot...nice lecturer

That is our G1 class rep!!! Charles Lee... Anyone wants his contact number? Ask me ok? But say I am better looking first haha!!! kidding


Our assistant class rep...responsible and hardworking girl....great to know you Zi Fen!!!
Trio!!!...from left is me, Lee Beng and Kah Wai!!! I might have been lucky to know such 2 helpful friends like you 2... Both have always been there for me...Thankzzz
Funny guys...Top is Dave...and the one pointing my nose..or mouth is Mandeep...Both are funny guys to know....Please to know you guys!!!Our class is full of pretty girls... an example here...Wan Dee...or more commonly known as 1D. haha....what lovely smile she has...a smile that can just take your breath away...haha


Well...who is up next...ohhh a girl who should have plenty of admirers....Nazneen!!!
Yep you get it right...she is a mixture of...not sure about that haha!!! Want to know more? haha why not try to seek for an answer from the cbox...someone might just solve it for you haha!!! XD
A reliable friend of mine...Tse Chien....Top student in our class....Along with other girls....don't be angry guys...we should know we are not their fight in terms of overall results....they had been dominating since the start of the year...Back to Tse Chien...Helpful,friendly and cheerful character...very much like Jacinda....(a friend of mine in secondary school) Jacinda!!! hear me? You need to meet this guy weh.... haha

It would have been 9 if Yap is there in the picture....zzz...nevertheless...let me introduce the people in the photo. The row above from left: me, Lee Beng, Arvin and Kah Wai. Row below from left: Xue Ni, Kit Yee, Ling En and Li Ying.
This is our gang haha... we had break most of time together...well...except for Ling En...she hates us...never wants to have some time with us wahaha!!! just kidding...Arvin is a serious yet funny AT TIMES!!! When you talk to him...better be careful wehh haha...hard to know what you can make fun of him haha!!! One thing for sure...You can always talk dirty stuff with him...in fact, you can do that with all of the guys in this gang or G1 haha!!! Now girls....Xue Ni...funny, anti-me...since i always tease her going-to-be husband (Lee Beng) wahaha...damn, i'm so gonna die soon...haha...Ling En, erm....hardworking...and also very friendly....Good friend of Kit Yee....and last but not least...Li Ying, a great friend to know....helped me a lot....should be the girl i spent most time with since both of us always arrive in college very early in the beginning of the year. And now for the invisible Yap Hoo Wei haha...he is a nice guy and seriously very very funny or you might call it as lame....Always want to make fun of us....miscall us during the class...haha, i always look at you in the first place whenever my hp vibrate haha....



Beautiful isn't it? That is my girl friend-Kit Yee!!! ^.^ Ermm...i guess i do not need to describe about her again right...i did it quite a few times in the past...but i will make it short then...(if not later she angry haha) She is sweet, beautiful and short...well you might not manage to see this in the picture haha....(damn...i am so gonna to be tortured later haha). She can be very sexy too...well, that is a dependent variable....haha...what does it depends on? Her clothes obviously haha...nevertheless, she has a extremely perfect body shape...and her personality...is brilliant....Just can't stop myself from loving her...hehe

Last day of lesson....

It was surprisingly sad...when last time everyone like saying...arrrgghhh...hope there will be long holiday...hate college...something like that. Yet, when the time comes, everyone left in sadness clearly reflected on their faces. Today is our...G1 last day of lesson in college. We took a lot of time taking pictures with each other...in fact...it was actually the whole day to take pictures. Well, everyone of us wants to have a pictures of classmates that had been through everything together for this whole year. I had a blur memories of what happening on the first day of G1...but i guess it should not be much of a matter....at least i had taken down everyone's face...at least i had every bit of wonderful memories with you guys...and girls of course. It was such a great year with all of you... I believe that G1 functions as a team..and every of the classmates is worth to be remembered....and everyone of them is a member in G1 forever.... I had encountered some problems to transfer my pictures from the camera to laptop...so in the meanwhile, i will upload some pictures i obtained from the pretty and jovial Michelle....The beautiful girl beside me is michelle....(photo above ^)

MUET

arrrgghhh...seriously you don't know how funny it was...Task one-talk about things that you cannot live without (wealth). I thought that it was just plainly an example....zzz...how foolish can i be...And i actually talked about i cannot lived without good personality... Well, the examiner then told me that i should talked based on the question...zzz...I had to make up points at that time itself.... can't possibly thought of how badly could i had done for task 1...then in task 2....luckily though...i thought i did ok...i was in same group with Charles and Kit Yee...because there was one person absent in their group...haha...i was promoted then lo haha....Well...the situation in task 2 was that all but Charles support family as the one we could live without....Charles picked health...and the situation was a unbalance fight....3 on 1 haha....stupid la me in task 1.....then in math class today, we took a lot of pictures....haiz..last day of college classes is going to come in the end...

'Big' bully

Today before Choon Yon (cy) and i went to college, we saw a bunch of cute little puppies at the entrance of the train station...and well, with their mother there. Cy were like...'hey today i will follow you back at 4...and then we get back and catched those puppies. Well when we got back, the puppies were there for the taking! However, i was being cautious to look around and then decided to start the engine before we grab 2 puppies, one each! However, the mother dog noticed our unfriendly presence in the temple at the opposite side of road, and came sprinting back! Wasted! We tried our luck for about half an hour before i eventually drove cy back to his house. But here came the reinforcement!!! Cy's mother sent out her maid to help out....and i drove them to the station for another attempt. A puppy naively walked away from its family...and....WE CORNERED IT!!!! I was in the front line.... not to catch the puppy...but to go face to face with the trouble maker-the mother dog!!! After several minutes of struggle, the maid caught the puppy, and it cried out.....the mother dog came barking. Guarding in front of the maid and cy, i walked few steps forward...and the dog.....stopped? Much to the delight of cy XD.... The dog hesitated to advance it seemed.... staring at me while keep on barking.... Looking behind at the maid and cy who were all excited, i shouted at them asking them to quickly got into the car....without a single moment of delay...who knows when the dog will start to feel hungry enough to taste my meat? haha. Well...after seeing them making the moves into the car.... i retreated and rushed into the car....started the engine and kicked the accelerator!!! Zooom!!!! We made it!!!! Ok la, we did looked more like a robbers.... haha but at least i keep my own promise of not hurting the dog...
Ok la...haiz, bad day la, i suffered a terrible running nose and sore throat....And i got really sick and tired that i almost sleeped during the chemistry...and biology? almost 20 minutes++ haiz...not sure i will go college tomorrow...well, that was stupid...of course i will go...2 more days left...no matter how sick i am or i will tomorrow....i will hold on for the coming....and remaining lessons....I do not want any regrets.....

Elisa:Eppure Sentire (Un Senso Di Te)/en

One step away
from all I want
and I know it's all here
afraid to move
afraid to choose
afraid of my own fear

of times when I may not be strong
places where I may not belong

but I hold on
to this feeling
that stands above all feelings
tellin' me not to let go
and I live on
this feeling
the greatest of all feelings
tellin' me not to grow cold

please help me get through
and let me in you

so I hold on
to this feeling
that stands above all feelings
tellin' me not to let go
and I live on
this feeling
the greatest of all feelings
tellin' me not to grow cold

please help me get through
and let me in you

please help me get through

and let me in you

Tank 非你莫属....Belongs to You

<白>:你知道吗?☆
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉☆
发生什么样子我好希望再来一次☆
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那人是你所以
不怕苦...
不怕苦☆

I sang this song yesterday night...yeah...quite embarrassing to be honest....I was so shy.... well, i did not sing in front of her la...but through phone...haha....My face turned red hot...haha well what you expect...haha..... Happy Second-Month Anniversary XD

For those who do not know chinese...this is a lyrics of a love song... yes...again..haha
It is about a guy that tell his girl friend that she is his everything....and that even though sometimes it hurts, he just couldn't help but to love her.

抱歉...I'm sorry

抱歉...I'm sorry

我尽量不去怀念
反正都遥远
多美的画面
都是昨天
其实最好别碰面
问候都避免
朋友的界限
太难拿捏

我不懂如何敷衍
假装已事过境迁
这角色该怎么演

非常抱歉
并不想知道你生活的细节
我的感觉
永远不会成为你的感觉
非常抱歉
离开你我打算更彻底一些
需要时间
慢慢复原
练习如何去遮掩
对你的感觉

I try not to remember
It is too far away
Those beautiful images is nothing but memories
It would be nice if we don't meet for a period
Not even greeting each other would be the best
As i might not control myself
I do not know how to act as a friend
Pretending that those things had never happen
I am sorry
I do want to know more about your life
My feeling
Will never be taken into account by you
I'm sorry
I need to be a bit mean in order to escape from you
It will take some time
For me to...
forget about the...
Feeling i have to you

To Kit Yee,
I understand if you really have any doubt in me, for seeing Tze Sin to be that beautiful...( i think she slims down few hundreds kg of fats d ...) haha joking...dun be angry ts haha XD. But this lyrics say it all, the time had pass, I like her as a friend...I see her as just best friend, nothing more than that...I don't know whether or not you are worried, but anyway, i think but making this public, you would believe me completely, well, certainly you did say not to mention too much of us in my blog, bleh... haha. You are great... and even though you have thousands of weaknesses like being a ball, looking too old like an auntie or sometime ah ma and etc. haha XD...okok sorry, of course that is a joke...Well you are really great la...and you should be very confident of yourself by now haha...cheh, normally you are so full of yourself when you are with me alone...hehe but when you are in front of others you act innocent haha....so to be at the safe side, better make sure you do not think too much haha....

Last week of SAM

Well, i know some may argue that this isn't the last week of SAM....and that there is another month remaining... But for me, this is the last and final week of us going to college to attend the class of SAM. Time pass very quickly indeed... I can still remember where i sit in the first day in class...haha just beside Michelle and then the second day, beside Arvin and Kah Wai was sitting next to Arvin. It was like yesterday when we first met haha.... Given the fact that me going overseas is very much imminent...this could be last time i see you guys. Sadly, i have no idea how long i will be wandering outside of M'sia, but i could guarantee at least i will be overseas for minimum 3 years...Parents are going to make me a PR in Australia...and there is huge possibility that i will be working there for some time....So for me, i will settle there for quite a long period. Of course! I will be back during holiday, but i guess the semester break for some people would not be the same... Some may choose to stay in their university while some might not be able to arrange the time for the gathering. Arvin is going India... but i think he will be back for sure, but only for about 5 years later i guess... Lee Beng is heading back to his hometown- Bintulu in Sarawak. But there is a possibility that he is heading Australia as well, if he really goes to Australia, then it would not be such a problem to find him....well i do hope not. Regarding others like Kah Wai, Li Ying, Xue Ni and Hoo Wei, i still have no idea whether or not they are planning to do twinning courses or straight go to overseas. Well, i just feel that no matter what happen, i am please to have such wonderful one year of memories with you guys...this final week...will be very much appreciated....

Can't complete the set...

Arrghhh, today i went to cinema to watch a movie with my classmates. After finished the movie, Ling En wanted to take a picture of us...so yeah we cooperate la...Just hope the pictures taken were alright... If not Kit Yee will make fun of me for sure...sob.... Said I was a pig head....hmph! I bumped into Tze Sin, her boyfriend...Choon Long if not mistaken and Siok Kim. I waved my hand to them...and thought want to have a short chat with them...cheh...straight away...bye bye, then walked away d... arrogant like usual..bleh haha....i am hoping of another gathering...You better watch out Tze Sin, bringing one is enough already, don't bring two... It is just less than 6 bucks...(not sure actually)...prevention is better than cure haha...Refresh your biology thingy haha.
I went to taekwondo center then...but i wonder why...i could not complete the full sets of training, in the end i sat down and had a deep breath... And the moment Master Tan saw me gasping for air, he immediately called it a break... I guessed part of the reasons should be due to the fact that i did the exercises too seriously.... and the result was....haiz....I really very useless d... Not even 1 people gone down....Damn embarrassing....hmph!!!

Friends

I am missing them really much... My friend... Those time back when i can just be innocent and fool with them all day long.... Think back..... I am glad to have some really good friends accompany me all the time.... Back in the primary....was Tien Wei. Secondary school....led by Tze Sin, Chung Guan, Yee Siang, Siok Kim, Ying Sing, Jacinda, Sook, Chong Tat, Kuang Seng.....and others. Seriously... Last time around, i knew i would have hard time without them...and i really found it hard to cope. They often share their feelings with me and i do share mine with them.....these are what called two-way relationship. I am not saying i don't have friends in college though.... Choon Yon has been a pivotal support behind me all the time....Kah Wai, Arvin, Lee Beng, Kit Yee, Li Ying, Tse Chien and Xue Ni are all my good friends. Thanks to them... i experienced a funny and eventful college live. But....like what happen to the secondary friends.... everyone going at different direction.... I can hardly see them now... And i can started to picture the similar scenario to my college friends now.... It can't be helped.... But i do wish them the best in their future pathway....

Sexual harassment...zzz

What the hell was she thinking....in her mind? I was a rapist is it? Zzz....Can't believe you said you almost screamed for sexual harassment....given the fact that you knew i was the one....sob....I guessed you really are scare of me, cheh....really not happy already...cheh...bleh.... Next time i better stand few meters away from you.... So unfair....you everyday poke and tickle me....and when i poke you...you feel like screaming for sexual harassment...sad case la....haiz....No mood d la...haiz

Self torture

From today onwards, i will torture myself...with everything i can...get rid of any thought that is not related to study...though i know it is close to impossible. I will try... Maybe i should try to change now that, i guess every thing happen for reason, and i think perhaps it is time for me to be mature...to study...to much to prove, to much to carry on my shoulder.....I am looking forward to the challenge ahead...Haha, funny thing is even my own self is laughing at myself being that kiddy and useless back in the past... I will be strong from now on.....the heart pain time and again is a good remainder that...i should continue to improve....because only with good results....that people will be impressed in you.

Good results --> bright future --> high salary --> nice car and house --> family

Let us just face the reality...It can't be help

s.h.e -沿海公路的出口 Along the exit

s.h.e -沿海公路的出口

作词:黄建洲 作曲:郑楠


专辑:我的电台 fm s.h.e



music......
用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
藉这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收


倘若说放一次手

就像咳一个嗽

我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔





我坐在公路的出口


等待天黑以后无边的寂寞


连想你都是种残酷切磋





我目送沿海的日落


紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头


留不住回忆却学不会放手


怎麽走

Yes..Master!

Don't rush things just because you want to do it quickly.... Don't plan thing just because you want it to be perfect....There are times when things don't go your way and if that happen, you would be surprised and not know what to do next....Don't try to aim for high and fancy stuff, sometimes, even a simple thing is enough to do the things right. All the advice Master Tan gave before just flow into my mind. I was stubborn, or should i say i AM stubborn! I never really try to change my habits...bad one i mean. But Master Tan never scold me and keep have some faith in me, if not then little....just like how other teachers in my past had in me. I should try to listen and be persistent to improve myself. Maybe i should not look too far, not to think of what is the opponent next attack and plan my counter but instead just use a simple but effective turning kick to counter it. Simple yet efficient...."I am a judge so i can't give instruction to you, but one look into your eyes i know you are trying to do fancy kicks," said Master Tan after my loss in championship. That comment stung my and it hurt, but i understand, and realized of my weakness. "Look and react, that is taekwondo!!!" I get it now Master....I should not keep looking too far ahead... Look in front, what is the next blockage just smack it into pieces, and get moving. "In taekwondo, never look back!!! You should always look at what is ahead of you, you look back for even a slightest moment, and you will get smack!!! You should always look at what is going to hit you!!! Let your instinct tell!!! Move around to see the surrounding but not look back!!!" said Sir Tan. Now i think of it...maybe if i had listen to all the advice, i might not had suffer that much failures....but i can't just go down and refuse to stand up....that will only make him truly disappointed with me....I will go on everything i have...to face the uncertain future.

戴佩妮-单身潜逃 (Escape alone)

戴佩妮-单身潜逃
我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装
不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样
曾经年少轻狂
受了一点伤
我们都是一样
相信永远不远
但坚持却有点难
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的铐
摺叠我剩余的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷
摺叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

I am not as strong as you thought
It is just that i often hide my feeling with a smile
I am not as brave as you thought
There are times when I am worry and lost
I am like you, young, energetic, irrational
and get hurt at times
We think the same
Knowing that forever isn't far
But yet find it hard to maintain the relationship
Just let the memory slowly fades away
As we bow to reality and go separate way
Choosing the way without your accompany
You will always be in my memory
The one that i could not hold it in my arms
Bringing the wishes with me
Together with all the miseries
And go on to escape this land of sadness...alone

Canceled?!!!

What the....sugar (in class,mentor say not good say fxxx, try saying sugar instead) haha.... I can't believed it, when Sir Tan just told us like it was entirely normal and alright they canceled it... I mean i knew it wasn't his fault...but seriously...i didn't feel happy at all!!! You understand, AT ALL!!! How long we all seniors practicing and rehearse? How much pain i had to endure to be able to do both the Masushita demo and Chung Hwa demo rehearsal? How long i had spent in the gym doing kicks i was assigned to? ARRRRGGGGHHH!!!!! What the ....sugar hell!!! Haiz....and worst part was.... we were just told day before the demonstration, wasn't this too much? Everyone's effort just wasted, there was even one member who injured his wrist while doing jump kicks.... I guessed it might have been a huge blow to most seniors involved.

Hitting low

Damn...i really can't get the results i desired of.... father often cutting out my wireless network.....such treatment would only do some mental damage to me at this stage. I knew i was again moody today, not talking much....but seriously i am in the mood to talk. And even now i am writing this post rather frustrated. Haiz.... to be honest, can you just for once talk to me first? Looking at you getting a good results is great seriously....i am very happy for you. But i just really hope that you could be there for me at times....I don't know whether or not you are afraid of me... But you should not at this stage....Seeing you today made me felt disappointed but just want to make thing clear, i ain't angry of you....Just that i really want you to talk to me....since i am always the one making that first move....but i really not in the mood to do the job when i was really down ok?

Bored

I am not skipping the english lesson to write this post...i will just be a bit late to the class...haiz, today the lecturers giving us some knowledge about our respective internal marks. To be honest, both my marks for chem and phy are not good, i just hope later for bio, it will turn out much better....my last hope since my terribe english result was known yesterday. It had been a hard day for me...and a bored one too, i thought of get back to home after math class but thought that maybe i should just stay and spend an hour or 2 with someone but in the end, it was just another boring and time wasting break. The fact that frustrated me the most should be.....i may have turn lazy...very lazy indeed....i just don't know....pressure are mounting, i look at the math question and i thought yeah should be like this...but i took 15+ minutes for just 1 question!!! And for some times, even after that long time, i couldn't get the answer....zzz, anyway have to go, if not don't know what Miss Rachel might say...

Bad...Poor

Haiz...terrible results yes i can say that... My results made me felt very very bad and down.... The gap of the results between me and Kit Yee is huge...i knew that from the very beginning...and though i tried to minimise it....It didn't seemed to go that way. Time are running out....I am still struggling with the taekwondo kicks and now the results turn out not good....I was cornered.... Yesterday, i almost got knocked by a car...phew though i escaped somehow miraculously, with a inch perfect and perfectly timed dodge, i knew that i was just damn fortunate to be sitting here with two legs. Masushita demo is approaching, i feel very pressured...now i am started to feel scare....i really don't want to disappoint Sir Tan again....and myself as well!!! After all, i wonder could i ever prove myself that i am worthy to be proud of..... First...SPM, then Mid Term results, then sparring championship and now Trial....I am really suffocating with all the pressure on me....dad's high expectation and my own responsibility to set a benchmark for my brother and sister to aim at. Not to mention to get a high results...for the sake of wanting to enter most university i applied and have the chance to enter the university nearby Kit Yee's or if possible the same university....

8 hours of taekwondo in 3 days

Friday 3 hours+ Saturday 1.5 hours+ Sunday 3.5 hours = 8 hours in 3 days!!!!
Astonished by my own calculation of hours of my taekwondo training in 3 days....it was really unbelievable...no wonder i had pains in my shoulder, arms and thighs. Arrrgghh, today in rehearsal, i could not managed my kicks. It seemed that i just could not get the first kick right....the back sweep just proved to be an unknown kick to me....i had never learn it before until today training at 1.30pm when Sir tried to teach me about back sweep. Not mentioning i was told to do the kicks on the latest Friday! Haiz...whatever it is...i have just one more week before the Matsushita demo on the coming Sunday. Master Tan even told me that i can use the jumping backthrust as my backup kicks if i really could not master it on time....But i ain't going to surrender!!! I will show them that i can use back sweep jumping turning kicks as well....and perhaps for the Chung Hwa 90th anniversary that is 3 weeks away i might use the jumping backthrust by then...hehe but that is of course provided that i am really able to perform that kicks which has part quite similar to the specialty of Howard- the 360 degree turning kicks... Tomorrow is the time to back to college...and though i miss it so much, i am afraid of a possibly bad result of trial exam...haiz whatever it is, i guess there isn't any way i can do now.... Just face the truth then!!! Wish me good luck then haha

At my very limit

i just back from the hellish training of taekwondo...and both mentally and physically...i was really pushed to my limit. How to say being pushed to my limit if any wonder....erm...mentally...to a level where i felt dizzy and a terrible headache and could not focus hard enough...which ended up falling behind and hit directly to the mat while doing continuous kicks. But that fall really woke me up a little though i felt a bit shaky at the same time. Physically....i could not really describe this but i guessed i felt a slight stomach pain and i thought perhaps it was due to the fatigues that i actually can't give the best of me...which of course led to me feeling exhausted and tired... Well....today we were doing rehearsal for the hiroshita...erm... maybe is demoshita...erm...erm....watever-shita demo la....erm...ya so...since the fact that 2 seniors were involved in PMR, so they will not take any part in this -shita demo....and i replaces their places in the setting up and kick. Howard...who was responsible for back swing turning kick will pass over the responsibility to me....the new kicker...haha so happy...but it haven finalize yet as i could not fully mastered the kick in the center just now.... I just hope i can complete it tomorrow....and officially be the new kicker in the senior squad....and in the watever-shita demo. Haha, tired already.... i better take my sleep now...no time to waste, bye !!!

Kwang Hua...i am back!

Today i went back to Kwang Hua just to play some basketball with my old friends....Yee Siang and Kuang Seng. We had some fun time together...Yee Siang basketball techniques certainly improve but he still played like a bull sometimes haha...There was one time when both of us jumped, but i ended being elbowed right at my mouth and i fell. I tasted blood in my mouth that time and i wiped my mouth with my right hand....it was all blood...i guessed i was lucky to escaped with all my teeth in place. Then, they accompanied me to nearby mamak for me to have my lunch...and when i asked why don't they have theirs...they looked at their watch and said..."zzz....it is just 10.30 la boss..." haha i was so shock and checked with my handphone...i can't helped though and just ate nia my 2 roti kosong haha!!! Oh yeah, Yee Siang actually went to mamak to drink 3 orange juice...and ended up paying 9 bucks for just 3 drinks haha.... Arrgghh, i am going to attend taekwondo classed that include demo practices today. So i have to be there at 7.15 to like 10pm... omg! So i guess even if i online...i won't be that early.... should be damn tired at that time too...so many hours of taekwondo training...i can die de le...

小酒窝 (little dimple's) - 蔡卓妍(charlene choi) &林俊杰(JJ Lin)

歌曲：小酒窝

歌手：林俊杰&蔡卓妍 专辑：陆

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我还在寻找
一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
<合>小酒窝长睫毛
是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
☆...
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
<合>小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
☆-_-☆...☆@-_-@☆