Melissa going to University

Argh...feel so boring, and lazy and i haven't start studying yet... Damn...keep playing pool only... Haiz...today Melissa is going to go to her new accommodation in Nottingham. Well...I can't go with her there since i am still here in Australia and i didn't book the flight back last time. I feel so anxious, nervous and perhaps mostly....scared? I am kind of afraid that once she is in university, she will find other better-looking guy perhaps....maybe a more caring guy... Haiz....This will be a crucial month... I just hope we will be alrite.... I guess tonight i will have to miss karaoke with my friends.... I want to be there when she is boring and need someone to chat....