Fenner 1 Burgmann 2

Argghhhh... We Fenner lose yesterday night in the trial match...by the smallest margin and with us giving away the winning goal from penalty spot. Practically the whole match was kind of one sided in the first half (AGAIN!!!) and we improved great deal in the second half. Playing without Isaac (our main striker which kind of play like berbatov style), Randeep (right midfielder), Phil Gatt (left back) and HOLY!!!!(The now CDM)...So yeah...It was obvious that our midfield was dominated... Up front Loo Hao was alone finding space and using pace to seek for chances.... But mainly...it was all defenders in action. Burgmann was playing a bit physical but with lots of beautifully placed through ball...without Holy playing...I was placed in a sweeper role... I still kind of confused between sweeper and stopper...Burgmann had 2 brilliant chance to break the dead lock on either half...and surprisingly for both attempt I was at the right spot at the right time (this phase normally is for a striker but oh well...), i somehow managed to have a touch on both shots and critically both shots path just bent around the post... Auro later made a seemingly harsh tackle...from behind and in the PENALTY BOX!!! God Damn it...Fenner was giving away penalty kick and that seals the winning goal...

Centre Back in prospect...

OMG...OMG...OMG.... Yesterday training was really really like hell... The coach was like a mad dog...giving us all kind of tough fitness punishments... Now my legs muscles are still paining a bit...and I have a trial match vs Burgmann today what the hell??? The coach asked us to sprint between the 2 hockey post for 10 laps....You have any idea how far is it? AND one thing need to emphasize is...it is SPRINT!!! Not jog or run!!! Zzzz....

Then during training i realize coach is going to make some tactical changes and some position changes... I might not be playing... at RB...well...according to coach...I might be going up against the strikers...meaning....me...as CB (centre back). Well... it is not like i never play in that position before...but...playing as CB means I will have to head out dangerous crossing...and well...I can't head...and...even if i am forced to...I am not a good heading CB!!! Oh gosh...however...CB might as well fits me too in a sense that...My stamina is not that good ever since i am back to ANU...Being CB means I will not need to push forward that frequently haha I know I am a lazy bum... keke ;) Now...Holy the supposedly CB will be playing CDM (centre defence midfielder)... The match against Burgmann today is going to be at 8pm!!!! Who the hell place a match at night when the temperature could easily fall to less than 7 degree celcius!!! It is going to be freaking...and I mean FREAKING COLD!!!! Pity me...no extra layer of fat...T.T I guess I will have to wear thick jacket...gloves...2 pants to maintain my temperature haha!!!

Centre Back....lets just hope Tom (coach) has think that the best position for me is CB...and I hope I can really perform...CB is not a funny position to play in...God Damn It...I really under pressure now... Please...NO OWN GOALS PLEASE!!!! WAKAKA ;D Lets try our best to keep a clean sheet then FENNER!!!! Adios!!!

Brilliant schedule...

Well well...I printed out my time tables and look at the time slot...GOSH...Most of the box are filled up...God Damn It!!! Why is my friend's time tables always looked so empty while mine? Haiz... I have 21 hours of lectures at least...this hasn't include the tutorial for Chemistry and Biology and additional lab time for Spanish...I am so dead... If you think the 21 hours are all that i need to take care of for a week, you are so wrong!!! I have additional of 2 nights of work...each about 6 hours...so that makes it 12 hours + 21 hours = 33 hours!!! net ( I put net here because the 21 hours as i have said earlier...may rise few more hours... So 33 hours each week? Sorry it is not that easy...I have been involved in Fenner (My university accommodation) soccer team...each week training abt 2 hours...On the match day we take up 3 hours... and this week we even have a trial match against other opponent...and that will most likely take up another 3 hours too... now lets see...33 hours + 8 hours = 41 hours!!!! Argghhh.... I will definitely be freaking tired and exhausted... holy shit... Anyone willing to change their time table with me? T.T and one week the maximum hours are 168 hours...41 out of 168 hours are very much a quarter of the total time already... Not forgetting that if i sleep around 8 hours per day...it will be 56 hours gone... leave? Anyone please do the calculation please...haiz...alright...leave 71 hours.... It is so little time only...what the hell... and i thought that i am going to have a easy-going semester and concentrate on my studies more... but you know what? This semester will be worse than last semester... However...one bright side to this is that soccer match will only takes place in the first term of semester...so yea... I guess in the second term... I will have additional of 8 hours plus free time and higher energy level...ok have to go...bye! Take care you guys ;)

Lost virginity....

LOL!!! FIrst of all...don't think of dirty stuff or expect anything dirty wakaka ;D I went to clubbing with Tuck Wah, Jason, Ivy, Jonah, Pris and Michael....and the virginity i lost...was that the virginity of clubbing? Well...not sure if that sounds right for you...but since i never go clubbing before which was something Jason tried to force me so many times back in the past...well...I finally went...and well...it was noisy and loud? haha!!! But few things i like...OK!!! NOT ABOUT GIRLS OK???!!! It is the drinks... If not mistaken....I drank...not sure if it was whisky or vodka...plus either lemonade or raspberry...I tried both...and i prefer the liquor combine with the lemonade though...taste much better...at least no that sweet ;) and oh yea...I actually went clubbing the day i had the soccer match...we went at 12 and enter the club at 12.45...I slept at 4am that morning i should say? and I woke up at 9am... realizing i had a soccer match at 11am...great.... The musics...well...some of it were really nice to listen...and quite fun too haha

Then on Saturday and Sunday I went out with Jason...well he brought me around to taste coffee...On Saturday we went Canberra Centre with Ivy following along...and we had coffee and a dinner...$$$!!! Then on Sunday, we went out to Dickson with Michael this time...to a cafe for a lunch... I ordered flat white(coffee) and 'BIG BREAKFAST' ...which Jason said is famous of in Aus...so yea...I had that breakfast thingy at 1.30pm....and I almost vomited...it was ridiculously large meal....The story is...in Aus...if they say is large or big...IT IS!!! Wakaka ;D

Before that we shopped around in 2 Asian Grocery to get some stuff... I constantly seeking his advise on which ingredient is good in cooking noodles...and all sorts of information about cooking stuffs... He is a pro!!!

Oh well...I hope this semester i can really know some cooking...which is something i really want to learn... I always think that a man who knows how to cook is so cool wakakaka!!!! I even now trying to change my job from a waiter to a kitchen hand...but only if i at very least still getting the same amount or if not more pay than the waiter job i am doing right now....hehe...I really think kitchen staff...can learn much more thing than waiter...at least in kitchen i can constantly look at the chef cooking...and hopefully i can learn few dishes from him then haha!!! OK have to go to work now...take care!!! Adios!

Fenner 2 vs Unilodge 1

Today is the first match of the Fenner soccer team...and our first team is the dark horse...Unilodge! Why I say it is the dark horse? Well...according to our senior, Unilodge soccer team is the worst last year...but things change!!! This year Paul, a winger of our team (Hong Kong Youth Team) said that Unilodge had form a HK Youth Team Defence.... This is really something that can change an entire team...not only that...they had started training since last semester!!!! WAUU.... When Tom (Fenner's soccer coach) announce the starting lineup... I was there in the starting lineup as a right back!!! I was quite happy to be honest...

Still we started the match rather scrappy...The pitch was slippery...I even fell down one time while I was defending...luckily they couldn't score that time haha!!! Unilodge on the other side...had some good passing...and constantly tearing down our flank defence...meaning...me... We really just survived the first half...though in the second half after some corrections and reminding from Tom....The Fenner team changed completely.... Holy (CB) the defence tower had been magnificent at the core of defence...and with our defence suddenly holding off their offence...our strikers and midfielders...who are rather scrappy as well in the first half started to attack constantly... It wasn't a surprise when Tristan (MF) knock in the opening goal in a goal mouth scramble. We finally lead!!!

The game continues and we started to dominate possession and started to create loads of chances...and after a while Tom sub me out with Thomas going in... The next few minutes later Unilodge got a corner kick...long pass wiped in...and the opponents just knocked the ball into the goal...simple goal...worse still....I didn't able to recall any defenders making a challenge on him...well...they managed to equalize then... An unexpected equalizer while the defense wasn't alert that time....

As Unilodge spirits started pumping high...Fenner team caught them in a surprise attack... Somehow...Justin slipped past between 2 CB ...let me repeat this...slipped past BETWEEN 2 HK youth team CB!!! and with the ball under his legs still... I had no idea what happened to the 2 CB...they looked totally stunned and pressured...and Justin cooly send the ball past the GK....2 vs 1... Unilodge roaring back trying to equalize...but almost!!! Almost...Fenner extend the lead through Justin If the lineman did not put up the flag at the sideline... But as everyone was debating over the waived goal...the referee whistled and Fenner had won the match!!! Hooray!!!

情歌 Love Song by梁静茹 Fish Leong

情歌-梁静茹

作词:陈没作曲:伍冠谚编曲.陈建骐


时光是琥珀泪一滴滴被反锁
情书再不朽也磨成沙漏
青春的上游白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头潺潺的溜走

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

慢动作缱绻胶卷重播默片定格一瞬间
我们在告别的演唱会说好不再见

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久


命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

长镜头越拉越远越来越远事隔好几年
我们在怀念的演唱会礼貌的吻别

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久

陪我唱歌清唱你的情歌
舍不得短短副歌心还热着
也该告一段落
还好我有我下一首情歌
生命宛如静静的相拥的河
永远天长地久
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This is a beautiful song...still there is one part...yeah should be only one part that really reflects my heart
你给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久....

She never write me any songs...thats why I delete the word 'write' (which is in chinese)...but she did send me lots of love songs to me before...Those songs will be my memories now...haha...I really love her but i guess love is not about give and take... Sometimes it is just happen like that...it just can't be helped...through this 1 year of relationship with 2 girls...let me know a lot of relationship...let me see through 2 different scorpio haha!!! Let me realize the cruelty of real world...(LOL like really dangerous like that haha ^^)

Tuck Wah might be right at some points... Never put girl No.1 priority in your lives... I will try my best...to study hard now...I know there will be some who will think ...'YEA RIGHT...' like my sister did...but I just said I will TRY!!! HAHA ;) I want to be a successful man...and to be successful...there are always some sacrifices to make... I will try to do that... I have make few moves in order to achieve that...for example...swaping the sure-distinction Math and Application course for the super hard Finance... That makes my overall 4 subjects combination seems so weird... Chem+ Bio+ Spanish+ Finance... Anyone has any idea of what am I thinking? True...by one look at my subject combination...nothing makes sense....But it is because it doesn't make sense that is good!!! Kind of weird huh the way I am saying it right now? But never mind...I can't explain it here if not it might turned out to be an arrogant post for some of you...or maybe all of you...haha!!!

The trip back to canberra

I was in the plane...on my way to melbourne...and for all that 8 hours...I did nothing...nothing except reading a book about success...and closing my eyes...recalling those memories. It was sweet....and pain... That 8 hours...were so long to pass...

So...if 8 hours in a plane was long...what about 8 hours later on in a quiet...melbourne airport? I was walking around...lying around and constantly visited MacD. For more than 5 hours i was lying on a long chair...staring at the wide ceiling...well...again..thinking back what had happened in this past month....and well...probably what had happened in this past few months as well... Whenever i think about that... I would feel sad...heartbreaking you could say... Those time would not be back... Yet...it had always been at this time of loneliness...that she will always be there for me...which...now...no more....

I thought of messaging her...but a lot of questions going through my mind... I was confused...I don't know if i should do that... Now...even after reaching my accommodation...I guess it will be very very hard to forget about her...even if she was never in fenner...but those 4 months back... She was the one giving me encouragement whenever I was feeling down and sad. Mentally as much as anything...I always feel that she was right beside me....

In the melbourne airport...I looked like the only one wearing the mask after checking in the domestic flight...Everyone looking at me... some teens even trying to make fun of it by sneezing and coughing heavily... I ignored them... again...memories of the mask thingy came into my mind... 'selfish'...'too selfish'.... those words whispering at my ears... I really can't take it anymore... Alone in a huge airport for a total of 8 hours... fighting off those sarcastic looks...funny looks showed by the children... now... I even had to constantly fighting off those whisper...This is exhausting... this was mentally demanding... and i don't even know if I can do anything about it...

Right now...this accommodation...looks so different... I don't feel at home anymore.... The room that I live in...though the setting and all the decoration is still the same...I just feel that it is never going to be the same anymore... For all the reasons... I know...this time... I am going to survive alone... There will be no more of supporting from her anymore.... It is not easy to adjust to it... or at least now...I still fail to do so...



Feeling helplessly...I don't know what should I do now... I keep thinking and thinking...about the same old memories....

It is... so sweet...yet so pain...

Story of Adam and Eve

Adam and Eve were the most loving couple
One day, Eve found out that Adam lied to her about something
She was so Angry as usual gf would be angry if their bf lie to them
She took a stick and write all her unhappiness on the sand
the words she wrote gone as soon as the sea water washed it away
Adam felt so regret about lieing to Eve,
He stayed up whole night writing 100 reasons why he Love her
Each reasons are kept in a medicine capsule
When Eve received the present,
she was so touched and forgave Adam
Next, what did Eve do?
O_O
She used a knife,
Crafted what Adam did on a Rock
The word lasted for years and years
Their marriage lasted till death apart

NO ONE IS PERFECT
FORGIVING IS HARD, SORRY is ALSO HARD
but why is the WOrd 'I LOVE u' can be so generous?
Try to write all your sadness and hatred on a sand
where the water can wash it away
Write all your sweet memories ON THE ROCK of YOUR Heart
That will make you sweeter and sweeter each day

SMILE AND BE HAPPY ALWAYS

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This is a so-called bed time story told by a friend of mine... I feel that it is really a good story...and so plan to immortalize it in my blog...something i want to look back and read again...

Little thoughts going on...

You could say that this will be another random post...yet it has bother me for a while...

Some of my friends are entering universities...and there will be more of them joining us in the university lives...Yet...to be honest...despite i have said to my dad that the first semester for me was just about adjusting to my new lives... I couldn't help wonder again...what should a perfect university lives be?

Well...i guess everyone will say that it is an easy question...but then...seriously I am very much bothered...

Study is one of the priority...i guess no one will argue about that...but then...what else should come with that? Everyone knows that after university, we will have to face the real world... At least i think that way... So what should we do during our precious...probably last stint of our study then?

Part-time job? Is a part-time job during your university lives a suitable one? Some may say that working can allow you to learn to manage your time better...make you well suited for your future lives...let you exposed to the cruel and realistic world... However...working part-time while study means that you will have to cut down you time for other stuffs and possibly even studies...is it worthy? You judge it yourself...

Involved in more activities...through social club or sports club...You will have a much better fitness if you have some sports...better fitness leads to better health...or so some say...social club can offer you a huge network of people...allowing you to build your network and know more people which maybe beneficial in the future... But then...getting yourself involved in any club means that you will have to participate in it...meaning that you will have to sacrifice some time for it... sports for a better health? In ANU, it is a common scene to see people walking with the help of a stick...their legs seriously injured...is that a sign of better health? I hope not...Should the time be divided for it? You decide it...

Then it is entertainment. We could never ignore this segment...yet with all those important elements squeeze into the schedule...how much time left for entertainment? And another important question...what are the entertainments available for you? Depending in where you are...the entertainment you might be involving in will be vastly different...of course...personal interest must be taken into account as well...but not everyone will have the same entertainment as they hope or wish... and the time you spend in your entertainment will affect your rest time as well...that is the price you need to pay...

Probably to me...this could be the last element (let me know if i leave out anything)... relationship... Some might not realize...but most will probably get themselves into a couple during this period. Why not? But then...what will the impact be? You could have a great motivation...your partner could encourage you when you are sad.. and you two could most probably be studying together... Seems ideal, sweet and perfect isn't it? But then what if everything backfired? No offence, I am not cursing anyone here...i just say IF!!! If everything backfired? Lost your motivation? Feeling down? No mood to study? Or if you two are together, busy dating and so slightly neglect your study maybe?

Of course, everything i said is just a possibility... No one knows what will happen...yet for all that i have said is that...is it possible to really fit in everything? I would say ... 'Yes'...depending on what and where you are study... But i will agree as well...no matter what you choose to fit in...you will lose something...that is the price you need to pay...

The most difficult thing about university is not about choosing the correct combination of courses... I will say it is more to the correct combination of your university lives element... Every little thing matters... and every little thing may change your lives... possibly forever.... The perfect combination? No one knows... But...the future will tells....

Sometimes...a dream would be better if remains as dream....

Mercedes Benz S500...my dream car...
I guess...is most of my friend's dream car...Nissan Fair Lady
The porsche...seriously...I don't like it...
Ferrari...Dream car...really...just a dream car haha
seriously...this car is the most beautiful car ever ever...of course...same status as ferrari...just the car i will have in MY DREAM WAKAKA!!!



I went to my cousin's in law house... Well...before this i will say she is very beautiful-my cousin....and when i heard from her father regarding her husband...i was even stunned!!! I can only say...she is very lucky. They invited us to their house warming party thingy. To arrive there....we need to pass through 2 guard house and a touch n go thingy machine...super tight security.... Her house is beautifully designed...though...i admit it is not her house design that make me envy....It is the type of room that a single double storey semi-dee that make me envious... In just a house...it has a gym room and a theater room....and god knows how many TV they have.... i saw TV everywhere... Looking at their house...I am kinda imagining my very own house too you know...but oh well...the road is still long for me to get to their standard... I asked my uncle about her daughter house...how much it cost in total... He said...the house cost 600k...renovation 300k...and furniture probably 100k....and i was left speechless...that would means just this house itself had cost nearly 1m....

Not yet...the dog...doberman...did i spell it correctly? Oh well...it is not one of my favourites at all...My favourites dog...i called them the golden triangle!!! Haha...is of the combination of Husky, Golden Retriever and German Shepherd.... but Doberman...is probably my top 5 dogs....alongside Rottweiler... plus my golden triangle...AND!!! if you ask which top 3 best house-guarding dog will i ever want...top 3 will be doberman,rottweiler and German shepherd... So i was quite excited when i actually see a doberman!!! though...it was way smaller than i expected...the last time i saw one...was in ampang....that one when standing upright...was almost one head taller than me....but theirs...which is a female...was around my shoulder i guess the most...so yea...short...haha!!! The surprising thing was that doberman was very friendly when the master was around and we can even play with her...so cool!!! The last time i saw her through the gate...She was scary!!! God damn it...how different a dog can be....

Then...next up about their house was their cars....if not mistaken...they have 3 cars...and!!! Their family only has 3 members...that is if i include the newly born baby.... I will just skip 2 cars...and straight to the number 1 car in his house...as every guest just keep stopping around it to look at it....porsche...
Well...i knew they have a porsche...my eyes just keep looking around ever since i arrive to search for a red car...THE FERRARI...but there was no sign of it...looks like my cousin-in-law's brother hadn't arrived yet...Still when i was in our car and about to leave...a solid sound wheeled past ours...I looked back...a red house...a red car...The Ferrari had arrived...and i just missed it...

My dad and I was discussing about cars few weeks ago...when i fetched him to airport...a fair lady stormed past us...and i quickly said...'There!!! There!!! that is the fair lady everyone talking about!!!'...My dad's response was rather dull...much to my surprise...'Ooo...is it?' Well...i said...it looks rather cool...and it is a sports car!!! My dad gives me a simple response...'not one if you compare to porsche...or ferrari...or lamborghini...it is just....nissan...'. Again...I was speechless... He said before...In Malaysia...Nissan is one the best engine...and also one of the best sports car brand...in MALAYSIA of course... I loves sports car under his influences...i watched F1 ever since primary school... and i love Benz and Ferrari... My mother even worse...she dream of cars almost every night... Her dream is...to change a new car every few years...sometimes...i just speechless...though i likes sports car...i know....it is too expensive...and also...too stupid to have one...for me at least... Of course...My dad influence me in this type of thinking again... He said before... Cars...is just a tool...and it costs... especially sports car...think about it...how much it cost...and after you buy it...what can you do about it? Do you really dare to drive it around and park at the road side in Malaysia...? Of course...He was right...how can i dare to do that?

Even my dream car...Mercedes Benz S500...is just a dream...I understand that...I saw that car in a big BENZ and BMW sales garage...holyshit...the price tag on it...I never see such a big number before (for a car of course and of course...excluding those i read in newspaper too^^). I understand...there are some dreams...that would be better if remains as a dream...The fear in my mother's and sister face while i was small...watching them screaming in front of gate...and me helplessly in house... Everything comes with a price...and a car's price...is more than just a price tag...it brings status...and of course...dangers too....too bad...i guess this is the reality...and i am just a realistic man...That is also possibly the reason...why...I enjoy looking at other's sports car and envy of them...but myself strongly against buying one...The childhood fear still remains...

SWEETEST SURPRISE~MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK

I never knew life could be like this
Never thought that I would be
the one that you would kiss
I never knew love could be so rough
But now I've found the real thing
I can't get enough

The sweetest surprise caught me tonight
Right there in your eyes while I was kissing you
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here
uh~uh

I used to wish, I used to dream
But now I'm living my heart's wildest fantasy
So I began to believe
Because our love is there for everyone to see

The sweetest surprise caught me tonight
Right there in your eyes while I was kissing you
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here
uh~uh

On and on where good things never end
woo~hoo
On and on where we never pretend
ah yeah

The sweetest surprise caught me tonight
Right there in your eyes while I was kissing you
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here
uh~uh
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dream of could be here

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I have wanted to post other song up that can express my feeling... This song could not at all express my feeling at this moment...yet...why am i posting this up? Well...Memory...this little sweet song is part of our memories... You said back in that time...you wanted to send me this song...You did in the end...You loves this song...the melody as well as the lyrics...It is so meaningful for you... Yet do you know...because you love this song so much... I have put this at the top of my playlist....meaning whenever i play the player...no matter whether i put it in shuffle mode or according to order...i will definitely play the first song...which is this song... You said the feeling of owning this song was simply sensational...I say...the feeling of owning you is the one that really makes me cheers...is the one that only makes this song alive... I truly believe that ...it is still not the end of world for us...just not yet...