I am...really tired

Haiz...i just finish some of my reading of my biology...really really freaking tired... This is freaking hell...Study from morning till night...This is crazy!!! I am not living a lives like this...this is a super boring and tiring lives!!! It is even tiring than going for taekwondo classes...zzz sometimes i really wonder how those scholars can actually study all the times...I salute them...but i think even if it is just studying all the times...that is not exactly what lives should be... i will say that i have lives a relatively boring lives...but at least i am having some sports which i love a lots...ever since i been here...I have been splited apart from all kind of sports...splited apart from my family...and my loved one...T.T With my birthday coming close...not that i realise it until someone mentioned about it today's morning...I wasn't really excited or even looking forward to it... For me it is just another day... How worse can it be? A day before my biology exam... I don't even think i have any feeling to celebrate my birthday... lets be realistic... For me now...I just want some rest...and i want to go back home...perhaps that is the sole reason i am looking into my birthday... Going back to Malaysia...that is my second best present of all... Second? How about the first? Well...I guess it will goes to Melissa's present...hehe just hope it really is what i expect... hehe...that is the reason i am still working so hard despite all the stress... uni lives... is just bipolar....relax at first...STRESS you in the end!!!