Birthday

Oooo....my birthday? Oh yea  which day? Monday...i see...this is the reaction i had when Chai Yun's boyfriend talk about my birthday... How sucks can it be... Having my birthday in exam period... Not that i don't need to study...I have exams tomorrow... Then....those persons that i have been celebrating my birthday with all the time...are not around me... THEN!!!! the person i hope to have beside me...isn't here as well...So yea...I could say...this is a really weird birthday...and i really feel empty.

I read about Paula's personal message....If only i have 3 wishes...I will not ask for 3...if only i can have just one....One is more than enough...I will hope that i can live a happy lives...with my parents, dear and best friends around me all the time...I am jealous easily....I hate it when everyone of form 5 has a chance to go to gathering in Bukit Tinggi 2....and not me...I hate it...when everyone of United Taekwondo can has a chance to go training all the time... I hate it when everyone can has the chance to meet their parents whenever they like... I hate it when i have to pay so much for a karaoke here and it reminded me of my best birthday surprise which happened in karaoke...I miss it...I miss it all.... So...what would i have ask more? Every little thing just bring back memory...i know i have said that...perhaps i will migrate here to Australia...and never look back... It is true that Msia is full of sad memories...but i has not realize that there are so many memories in that place that i treasure so much... It is just that...sometimes because you can do it so often...you don't treasure it.

Erm...I think it is better i have been a little more cheerful....It is my birthday anyway.... I am very happy when Melissa call me exactly at 12 yesterday night and wished me happy birthday..hehe i really thought she forgotten... but oh well...luckily she remembered wakakaka!!! ;) and now days after days...I have been more and more excited about the prospect of me finally.....LEAVING AUSTRALIA AND BACK MALAYSIA!!! I can't wait...i can hardly hold back myself.... I am emotionally waiting for this day for so so so so so long!!!! As that day is drawing close...I just sometimes feels like screaming out....4 months long....it has been a tough journey for me....and i can't wait to just finish off the exams and be back... And please...i hope...nothing goes wrong that day....It will really be a big blow if anything stop me from going back... and so...forget about the wish that i want to live happily with everyone...for now...just gives me a simple air ticket back home....safely and disease free....this is my only birthday wish...