Confuse

I received a email last night... The strange thing about it was the fact that in the 'sent' column... There was not my email address, and was others. Is that for me or just simply a coincidence that it reached me? Rishi did explain to me the fact that how an email can hid its target person address... but was that possible.if so, then i guessed i will had to intepret it. Still, i would not complained much, why if you asked? Sorry, I ought to keep this a secret... haha. Oh ya, I think i might be going to training in the center this Thursday night... All the selected fighters are going to train for the last time i think for this Saturday National Remaja Sparring Competition. So... that means that this Thursday should mainly be a sparring training, and that is what makes me excited and stimulated. Training with all the strong one would make me feel better... and afraid no one. By fighting against the one above my level, I will make myself phychologically immune to the fear of strong opponent, if, i meet one in the upcoming sparring competition on National Day. The last thing I want to try out though is to fight against Master Tan. I will tell him that when i meet him on Saturday or maybe, Sunday. But definitely this week i will tell him and fight him. I maybe just a pawn to him but still, i want to be strong, and for me, I will be strong if i fight against the strong one, and if i get beaten up, i can get anadditional bonus of how nuch an opponent can inflict the pain on me too.... Ei, i am not mad ok? haha

Pain is training!

Yesterday, i was going to Kong Hoe school for the taekwondo training. It was quite nice... I kind of like to train there more already...compared to Chung Hwa. Reasons? Simple; more challenge, that really excites me more hehe. We had a sparring section at the end of training. That was a 2-minutes-sparring section. It was what i expected right from the first lesson here. I was fighting against a black belt fellow.... a weakling to be honest. Not to say that i was good... but really i had always wanted to fight against people stronger, and clearly people who can't give me the sense of horror, is just an easy fighter. Whatever then, i guess starting from next week, when the center is reopen... i will start to challenge Master Tan to a sparring section before every training section. He is damn strong and quick, i know that but only if i fight against the top, i will be able to climb higher, or so i think. Jeez.... talking about the opponent i faced yesterday, though he wasn't the strong opponent, i got to learn something too... Never try to block your opponent kick when unnecessary. My middle finger of left hand was now in real pain...there was clearly some blood sign there (red ink, no blood that flow out though). My finger was damn pain when is touched. Well, at least i learn something, after all, pain is what makes you learn of something better ^^

Treasured memories...

This few days... our gang liked to chat about each and everyone story in their respective secondary school... and love history had become a hot topic of all. Kah Wai seems to be the one kept asked by the girls, and the girls seem to be constantly amused or rather stunned at some part of the story. When i was being asked though..."Did you ever liked anyone before? And then thinking of someone when a song was played... i mean like bringing back the memories?", she asked. I was thinking for quite some while, deciding to avoid the question before the girl questioned me again. Pondering again, knowing that i had no choice but to answer..."Yes, I did..." I answered it, but then felt empty and wondering... A few classic, famous English songs were played, Kah Wai was emotional again...haha ^^ I guessed, I was right after all, those songs did bring back the memories...whether it is sweet or sad... it ain't no mattered... Such memories were treasured the most, by me.

Scattered pictures of the smile we had
smiles we had given to one another
was all so simple then
the laughter all we had
I never will forget...

March of the death....

Weekend is just around the corner... somehow i hope that it will never come. Surprise? You should...since weekend is the best day ever ever... haha...Haiz.... But next Monday is the decisive battle... There is Biology common test 3, Chemistry practical write up, physic oral presentation(possible delay), Math mini project and even Malaysian Studies presentation is on next Monday.... It is a 5 vs 1 situation... Gang bang! Damn... With no way to escape, I have to face the prospect of losing out at some subject... It is quite tough to take out all 5 different subjects at once... Not mentioning that the Math mini project will last until Thursday and the English essay is on Wednesday to Friday. That will makes the whole week being filled with things that include internal assessment marks.... Moreover, even now both Thursday and Friday i am already filled with Physic investigative project, practical and even English essay... My life is now really is congested. I am thinking of going for more taekwondo classes to further improve my speed and kicks, guess i have to delay it...since this week will be really really busy! Oh ya, for anyone who read bleach manga or watch the anime... my favourite character is Kuchiki Byakuya!!! For Naruto is undoubtedly Uchiha Itachi... they are so strong man!!!

Prom Night

It was quite a boring prom to be honest... The performances were alright though some were seriously boring and lame haha... But whatever it was, the main thing about the prom had turned out to be my partner-Li Jing. She was just form 2 and i was thinking what she might wore yesterday... well well i guess i was just thinking too much. She was brilliant... or perhaps should be perfect for the prom night... and if there was any imperfect, that would be me... haha! :D Even Chong Tat, one of my friends admitted she was very beautiful that night... I guessed all in a sudden i was in heaven haha... perhaps it was the "angel that brought me here" (song sang by Guy Sebastian)...The funny part was when she arrived, i couldn't find her although she was just in front of me! At the end of the prom, the beginning of the free dance was mainly of those hip hop and it was a mess. I though it was going to end so i asked her to leave then... but after she left, god damn it... the hip hop songs were off and out those slow, romantic songs.... haiz... what a waste... haha... Some more one of those songs was "so close", by Jon Mclaughlin in the Enchanted movie.

Almost...the reborn monster

Today, i went against the teacher...The Malaysian studies one...Shit Malay woman, so yeah, i argued with her.... I never really liked her in the past and she just keep on going with ..."I don't like your attitude, blah blah blah. Well, that was not the worst case scenario though. Xue Ni turned back to me and said something...I not really remember what she said but from what i managed to recall, it wasn't something i wanted to hear and so i shouted at her "Shut up". Annoyed, she turned back. Then a girl wanted to search for her graphic calculator. Perhaps Charles phone lost case had gotten into the two girls, Li Ying and Xue Ni. They trying to help out. I looked underneath, knowing that it was quite hard for me to spot anything with all the bags and long legs blocking my view... I asked for them to move their bags. Well Xue Ni just said," Just look la! Look down there see whether got the GC or not!"... I was really fed up and a monster was close to reborn in me. Li Ying looked down at my row and asked the same thing to the ladies or gentlemen sitting on the chairs, and i wasted not a second to roar back to her...."I thought you just looked down and can see through all the bags?!!!" Xue Ni and Li Ying looked in disgust, clearly the 2 were furious at my comment... The monster was purring!!!I admitted... I might overdoing it, but she shouldn't just keep talking some bullshit at me...while my head was steaming!!!!! I went to toilet later, allowing myself to cool down with some punch straight to the marble wall.... Ouch, that hurt... still self-caused-pain can eased my anger unlike those pain inflicted on me by others... will only caught me in fire and excited me. Then back to the club, the 2 damn bustard officer kept telling me that i can't entered the gym with long pants...FU!!! 1, 2 , and 3!!!! 3 times kept telling me those bullshits.... As i am still in no mood, i simply glared at them, without any reply and just give them a smirk smile.... "So what now? Gonna kick my ass out here? Try my patience... if you dare." was what i was thinking back then. I knew this is a terrible attitude but sorry... When i am hot headed, better don't mess with me, and i had know nothing but to strike back if you get me too much... because i am someone with pride ( most of the time no, but when I'm desperate, different story then...) and i hate to lose... Because i have really fed up with that!!!

Miss...miss...and still miss!!!

Yesterday,choon yon and i went to take the train as usual... However, the moment we reached the station, i heard..."The train break down due to technical failure...Please look for other means of transports!!!" Other transports?...Damn, cy said he never met any of this situation before, indicating that it should be really bad. we went to Carrefour, thinking to take the Rapid KL back home instead, but found ourselves few minutes late as the bus went off at the opposite road. God damn it! Cy was frustrated and decided to go back to Taylor to take the bus there...Hoping there will be some seat available when we got into the bus. Madness raged as the bus drove past just at our sight!!! Knowing that we already walked or maybe run a bit for 1 hour ++.... Cy wanted to go cafe to make his mood better... I was crushed ( not really wanted to mention about this but well, i will gave cy some credit that he actually won against me, haha ). After that, we went to train station again, with hope that the train had recovered its service; and it did!! Phew, the day was a tired one but it prove to be a good workout for my legs as i walked 4 times the length of the train station to Taylor! The pool with Deng Jye that day... nothing better as the bad luck seems to be haunting me still.... and the Malays bar fellow was damn irritating...showing off like he was that good... Arrogant fucker, what a bad day for me... How David Powter got over when he had such day i guessed?