Exam...just around the corner!!!

Yup... it is going to be my trial and i am totally unprepared for it yet...the trial papers are very important for my future...but i just can't help but being lazy to do revision or even study or do any past year question...So, it is common that if you are actually questioning my future...hehe....Just 1 more week...what can i expect much from this single week preparation? (if given i finally study hard for this last week that is!) My parents will be very disappointed and i guess...even...Kit Yee will too... Damn!!! And not only that...this coming Saturday is going to be my second-dan taekwondo test....zzz... that one i think i should be able to pass with ease...never think that anyone can fail a taekwondo test...hardly see any example too...even the worst ( you know yourself...hehe ) pass... It is just so unfair since some people work very hard to be good in order to pass...those scum can just pass even when they can't do good-enough-kicks, and other stuff.... Looking at the increasing number of senior belts ( red-black or black ) in my school....i couldn't help but sigh that the quality isn't that high anymore ( No offence to anyone ).....Whatever is it....i better burn both end of the candle this week to catch up with my trial preparation!!!! See ya ;)

Cheah Kit Yee

Who is she if you ask...well clearly u did not read the post entitled 'girlfriend'....alright... I don't mind saying this one more time...she is my girlfriend!!! This is my 50th post in this blog, not a relatively large number but nevertheless, it is meaningful for me...and so, I would like to dedicate this special post to her, make her feel my true heart...haha can't believe i really saying this XD!!! She is my classmate of G1....Really i often call her....fatty, auntie, stupid turtle...blablabla... But, deep down in my heart, the picture is always clear: someone who has breath-taking both inner and outer beauty, with the silky black hair....full of character and personality...innocent and naive at times....even fierce at some cases....but soft at another...everything of you are just what attract me the most! There is no need to doubt me for writing all this sweet expressions of yours....after all...you deserve all this compliment....The tears you shed last time hurt me seriously....but in another way, it warms my heart as well....I promise you i will try my best not to let you cry ever again. I understand you have a lot of admirer like...Andrew. He had been very sweet towards you....a luxurious dinner and beautiful roses...in a wonderful western restaurant...i guess...it should be very romantic...I can't really provide that but i provide my heart and soul to you....

There are so many people
who would do anything
to ride in the Mercedes with you.
But what you really deserve
is somebody who would want
to board the bus along with you
when the Mercedes breaks down.

There could be more to talk about you....but since this post is already quite lengthy....i will just sum the whole thing up in this few heartfelt words:

I LOVE YOU !!!

Turtle....zzz

Oh yeah...I really need to start my study now...if not it is too late already. Well, even Kit Yee had said that i must studied really hard d... erm.... since she asked me to study hard...i guessed i really had no other option do i? haha!!! Aaarrrggghhh... today she had to went back early because her mother suddenly can fetched her home, but sweet thing is, i took a ride with her as well...ok...not to her house...just to somewhere near the train station. Her mother left foot seemed to injured as it was bandaged...just hoped she recovered soon... Oh yeah...can't believe Kit Yee mother is so pretty and young....in contrast... Kit Yee is....well...you know it....totally opposite.....erhem!!!...pretty as well la...haha ( if i don't say this, who know what will i get from her...she is damn fierce...seriously haha!!! ) Today Miss Param looked touched when everyone in the class seemed to be deeply involved in the mission to 'rescue'...or actually 'adopt' the baby turtle....zzz...and the fact that i don't want to join made me a 'turtle eater', 'ninja turtle', and bla bla bla... Xue Ni and Li Ying even made me felt like i had done a crime by not joining them to adopt a turtle; a murderer most likely....even threaten to kick me out of the group....Lame....haha....I have my genuine reasons for not adopting a turtle...though i won't say it out....not here and not in college...it ain't important... But it should be made clear that it wasn't sured yet whether or not i will not give my support into adopting a turtle.... I might...just might...join the group too...that is...if i manage to dig some money out of my parents....hehe...ok then, i really have to go study for my trial already... Good luck everyone!!!!

Tired....

Tired...after thinking for so long for a suitable title for this post...i decided to use this one simple word. Indeed, this should be among the best word for this post....you can expect nothing cheerful and optimistic thing in this post just by looking at this word. It had not been a great year for me...everything including examination result, training result, stamina... relationship...just everything; gone from bad to worse. What a year i had actually....Losing too many of my over-relied friends, it was a black out....a sudden lost in the middle of desert....I had been very tired... waking up early sometimes to study...though it wasn't too many of such occasion...the outcome of just 1 time had drain too much of me....As time passes, i am now more of a programed machine, emotionless and controlled. Losing faith in everything....starting everything from scratches....with nothing but my skinny-looking hands....everything seem to be impossible for me at this point. And it is at this time that nightmare keep invading my sweet sweet dream...Life is just be too tough for me...or it is actually the fact that i took it too lightly in the past and just somehow managed to get through everything? Dream crashed, every record of mine had been crashed or renewed but none other than the presence of my girlfriend is for good sake....Really...the life is just so tiring....and I am actually still a student, a teenager...what will i go through in the future then? Haiz...

Wild fire!!! XD

Well...undoubtedly...if you are among G1 members that are reading it...well... you should know why the title of this post is 'wild fire'...since the news really spread pretty quick today! I can't really imagine what i will been through today when i was still lying down pretty lazily in my bed.... Things just changed so fast that i can't really believed it....just like a football or a basketball match. Last week, we was still doing quite well together and with no one noticing. I thought that my blog would not be visited by any G1 friends....I was wrong quite clearly that time....haha!!! I thought it was Alyssa who told Wandee about our relationship...since Alyssa saw us in a bench last Friday.... with Zi Fen....But it looked like it was me myself who broke the secret i had kept so well for past few weeks...For some stupidity i have shown in my ridiculous blog... what recognition har? Kah Wai!!! Now everyone really recognize both of us d...haha...just kidding...

My girlfriend

Yesterday, i told Arvin about the fact that Kit Yee is my girlfriend...well, he looked at me with a clear doubt and said ' is it one-sided? Erm... she liked you or another way round...' I was like...what the heck.... Did you know what is the meaning of girlfriend? After a while... he was like realized that what i was telling was the truth...and he then said that Kit Yee and I was acting great.... haha!!! Ohhh and Lee Beng knew the truth about us too.... Oh well, he knew probably because i told him...though he seemed to be very blur that time...but then when i accompanied Kit Yee to the bus, he finally understood what i was trying to tell him all that while. Haiz... and then Tse Chien and Hui San found out my relationship with Kit Yee as well.... We was holding hand and just coincidently met the 2 girls and their friends... And they laughed out really really ...LOUD!!! haha well... Ok, and for those who don't know the truth yet...well since not many G1 friends (my classmates in college) visit my blog... I guess it wouldn't matter much if i just tell the truth here... Erm.... Kit Yee is my girlfriend.. haha, i guess it is very lame right...given the fact i am actually talked about her so much before that, anyone would have already know that ...hehe

Sorry dear

Erm... i am sorry... seriously i did not know that you actually trying to find a place for us... and i left you without saying goodbye... I know you are furious and frustrated...and you really should. I did not expect that to be honest. You keep trying to make me happy...and i really appreciate it and deeply in my heart i m very touched.... And about whether or not u asked that Mandeep threatening me back then.... well, I do not think he really means it de la....and by the way... I won't give in to people who threatening me like that... so do not need to be worry.... Love you